THE NEXT PART OF MY STORY..PART 3.
I have always belived i was not someone that can do something nice.No that is not me ontilll now that is i have seen what life has gave to me and been set free by it.I did never belive my live can be saved by just one day..but it was.
I’m some-one who has always been crazy,i’v had more downs then up’s in my life but i’ve got past all of that now and i’m realy trying to start over now in my life.
Now i can try and do what is best for me in my life.
My life is just getting to a part in it were i’m starting to feel as if there might be something in it for me.
So now i’m trying to get to know the real me that is trying to get out and be set free.
After barry past away i did feel that maybe i had lost that part of me for good but now i can see she is still here inside of me looking for a way out.
Who knows maybe one day i will find it and be set free back into my life.
I always new my life was going to have up’s and down parts in it.
But i just was never beliving that in my story i’d be doing all of this with-out barry here with me.
Maybe if my life had of stayed the same i’d not have become who i realy am today.But i do know one thing now and that is barry did know i was going to be ok with-out him in my life.
So now i do see he was and always will be in my live looking after me.If live was to give us a way of going back in time..i’d do it.
But i can’t do that so now i’m just trying to get on with my new life and make the most of what i still have left in my life..the good and bad that will go along in it.
Some how no-matter what may come my way in my world i will get past it.As i can now see my life the way god set it out for me.
As of this day i belive that i can be some-one that can never let what some-one will say to me get in the way of the real me inside…no that’s not who i am now in my life.!!
Time has made me see that i’m free from all of that in my life now.It is not been some-thing i have seen over night it did take a realy long time for me to be this free.
I’v been in a bad way for along time,but i’v had to put it in the past so i can get on with my life now.
As now i need to be who i realy am inside and never let no-one get in my way and be the best that i can be so no-matter what will come my way i can get past it.
When you do belive you can do somthing in your life then you will do it.As you can never give-up on who you realy are inside in your soul as thats the real you.
I’m not some-one to be up-set by things in my life,but if life gives you something that you need to get a way out of just be who you are,yes the real you and never let some-thing or some-one get in the way of you doing this!!.