MY STORY OF MY LIFE.

Hi to all of my fan’s on my website.I am putting this page up on my website so i can tell you all what song’s on my cd are about.My cd is something i have had in my hed from the time i was about 8year’s old.So by now i have got so much i need to say about me and my life.If you have got something to ask me about my new cd..just post it up on my website and i’ll try to tell you as much as i can about me.

I have got to the point in my life were i feel yes am down but i have  my sister and mum dad and some realy grate friends in my life noha being one of the and one i just met this year.

I have so much to be happy about in my life.And now i am just one week away from my  cd coming out. This is my destiny to be doing what i am doing today.So as i write this page on my website i get a funny feeling in my tummy..ohh yes it must be that i am reely so happy now i have got all i need in my life

Life is for the living so that is what i am going to do.I am doing so much now that i reely donot have much time for resting now.So i am working alot now and am going in to do my cd reely soon.

I miss my barry and that will never stop in my life.But i know he is here with me always nomatter were i’m in my new life.

 He just had to let go as he needed to be free as well,this is just the strart of my new life and i now can see it will just get better from here on in .

For the one’s who love me the most in my life i’m going to make the best of my life from now on.This is were my new life is about to start.

Ok so now my cd is out and you can buy it here on my website.But it did take along time to get here were i can be so free and happy in my life.

It is coming up to a year and 6months after barry has left us and i can’t help but feel abit bad that i feel like i’m not doing so bad now.

I meen well yes i do realy miss him realy lots and i cry all the time about him.I just know he is always right there beside me helping me along the way now.

But i know he was not the barry who we did know at the end.

I know he is free now and his soul is with us always were-ever we do go in this life he will be there with us helping to keep us going.

So we can put up a fight in this would.

But as i go over my time here i can’t help but feel as if there is some-thing more for me maybe a better life.

I have lost to much in my life for there not to be some-one or some-thing grate out there for me to find and belive in what ever it may be.

I know it is out there some-were i just have got to find it.

I have stoped trying to be some-one that i’m not in my life as the one real friend that i do have in my life did say to me[you know that your better then that!]and you know what i am saying when i say this to you.YOU ARE SOME-ONE WHO IS GOOD AND NICE TO SPEND TIME WITH.As i realy know the real you inside.

I can see that i am some-one who is better then all of them things.

Yes now i am realy free from all of that in my world now.

As i now know were i am going in my world.

Yes now now i’m realy seeing my life in ways that feel so much better to me.

I will never let some-one tell me who i am in my life.

We all do are best in this world.

So no-one has a right to put us down about things we do.

We are who we are in life and as for me i’m now free to belive in whatever i feel is the right thing to do in my world.I can see now we all have a place in this world and i know now i’m on my way to my one.

I will get there one day and then i will know why god let all this go on with me.But till then i’m just going to have to keep my hed up and keep on going in my life

 As nometter what like gives to me i will just come back fighting it more and more.Why it’s who i am inside.It is what i have always did in my life and i will have to keep doing that.

I don’t know how to do anything else in this world.I can’t give-up that is not who i am,and i can’t rest when i’m realy ill i’v tryed doing that belive me!!!.

If i realy have got to have a reat when i’m real ill i will go and a c.d. i like on. and right a song as it’s playing on my cd player in my roon that i work in.

So yes that is what i do to rest when i’m realy not feeling down or realy ill.I’m just not good at resting that is the one thing i just can’t do.

As this is my life and i’m just getting started with it.

 

If you do know me you will now most of what my life is like but i don’t let it get in the way of me having my fun as barry never did that so why would i do it.

It is not who i am and no it realy is not what i’m at all about.Life gives us so many options so now all we need to do is pick the right one and go for it.

 

Oh one last thing just now god made you and never makes a mistake in his work.!!So i just know all of us are here to be part of some-thing grate.

That something is called life and all we need to do to be happy is to live it as much as we can,and to all the thing’s we have set-out to do.